秘密与梦
很久很久以前看过一个童话，记不太清了，大概是这样的：一个孩子无意中得知了国王的秘密，但他必须要对此守口如瓶，日复一日，孩子守得很辛苦，后来他挖了一个坑，把秘密埋进去，于是得到解脱。春天来的时候，秘密发了芽，慢慢地长成一棵树，树上的鸟儿竟然把秘密唱成歌，于是这个秘密就飞遍了全国。
这倒是有点象blog的概念。
每个人多少都有些私秘事。有说，如果想结交一个朋友，就把你的秘密告诉他/她。事实果真如此。我们守着自己的秘密，守着别人的秘密，实在是件很辛苦的事情。忠诚和守诺，才是可以信赖的好朋友。然而秘密就象顽皮的空气，不时地在你嘴边绕来绕去，一不留神就会跳出来，这种感觉很奇妙，说与不说，只在一念之间。最好的办法是把它忘掉，如若不然，说与不说的念头会一直折磨你，想象下泄密的快感与风险的痛苦，就象一冷一热两柱水，交错淋在身上。
上小学的时候，常常发梦赤身露体无处躲葳，这时候偏偏有人要过来了，尴尬无比。后来查了书知道有种说法，做这样的梦是因为心里有秘密。原来睡着了也躲不过秘密的煎熬。长大后，似乎再没有过这样的梦了。难道是没有秘密了吗，当然不可能。
又想起了一些关于梦的事情，有人说梦总是黑白的，但我相信有彩色的，因为经历过。约莫18、9的年岁，有段时间我的梦是彩色的，感觉特别好，每天到了上床关灯的时候都感觉很幸福。清楚地记得，那时我有把梦境记录下来的想法，可惜却没有付诸现实，以至于现在苦苦回忆，也想不起到底为什么那时会天天笑着入睡和醒来。这么多年来唯一一直记得的一个——那也是我确信有彩色梦的依据，没有具体内容，或者有我已忘了：梦里我置身一片花海中，转啊跑啊，色彩斑澜艳丽，因为对那种美的震撼，所以一直无法忘却。所谓如花的年华啊。
同时，我相信有些梦有预示意义，也得证过一次，此后隐约觉得梦在似有若无地暗示些什么，也许应验也许没有，因为有时候可以求证，有时候不可以。就好象，有种说法，无缘无故打喷嚏是因为有人牵挂了；我就相信，有人掂记的时候，我可以收得到，在梦里。
大脑是架奇怪的机器。我也很奇怪，怎么会写这样的东西，且不删吧。
February 22nd, 2006 at 5:17 pm
彩色的梦现在也常做。但是现在人经常很累，累得来连做梦都没法当作享受。
“我就相信，有人掂记的时候，我可以收得到，在梦里。”我也相信。
February 23rd, 2006 at 4:29 pm
梦里梦外，真实还是错觉，实在很难分。
June 23rd, 2006 at 1:05 am
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